This is between me and my Maker. If you choose not to continue reading, no offence will be taken.
I have been very silent lately. I haven’t been speaking to you as much as I did before. I have been battling on my own and trying to do everything thrown at me on my own strength. I have even asked myself if You are real. I have been totally self absorbed and engrossed in my own little world.
I suddenly realized that there is no way that I could have been handling life on my own strength. I realized that when I couldn’t carry on and wanted to give up, You were there. I realized that without me even asking, you put me on a path that has led to many successes. I know that it didn’t just come from me. I am way too weak to have endured all the trials and tribulations. If it was up to me, I would have been dead already. It wasn’t the Prozac that saved me. It was You.
Thanks to You, I am now running my own business. Thanks to You, I have more work than I can handle on my own. Thanks to You, I will be able to employ someone and change her life. Thanks to you I have beautiful children who love me unconditionally. Thanks to you, I am alive again. Thanks to you, I have a new outlook and life and thanks to You, I believe again.